Happier Times..

Well our time finally came…I’m going to be a Mummy. Honestly it is all I can think about - everything else just pails in significance. There is so much other rubbish happening around me, and I can honestly say for the first time in my life I don’t care. The only thing I care about right now is my baby - making sure I stay safe and healthy for the next 6 months. The next 28 weeks….sounds scary when I say it like that.

We had our scan last Monday and WOW it was the most amazing experience I have had up to date. Seeing our tiny baby - 4.6cm there on the screen. Watching baby’s little heart beating, his little arms and legs waving around. We even saw him opening and closing his mouth - wow! When I left the room I actually cried with happiness - couldn’t stop hugging Ant and grinning

You may notice I’m calling baby a him - I might be saying she tomorrow, it changes daily. It is just an awful word… baby is not an It. It’s a little human, a little tiny human.

Pulled out the couple of clothes I bought the other day, soo cute - can’t wait to be let loose shopping properly. I’ll probably buy EVERYTHING - things we’ll never even use. Who says I don’t need a nappy bin, or a baby bath and I do need 50 romper suits…don’t i?! Arrgh it’s soo confusing! But so much fun … never thought the idea of shoping for someone else would excite me so much. I’m already dying to go and play with prams, cots, car seats…everything! But I’ve got lots of time yet … so for now I’m just going to try and enjoy my pregnancy!